Congratulations for your success! You should celebrate all of your successes, good and small. It's great that you don't get down on yourself when you can't be your usual superman.

I do my best, too, though I don't have all of what you have. I have a whole lot less than I originally planned in life, and lost a lot of what I had in the past. Nevertheless, I savor what I do have, and do my best not to compare myself to others. My situation is unique to me. Effort and success is relative.