I have gone trough $120,000 in short order. I have never done this magnitude of spending in my life until this happened. Now I have about $200 in the bank now. I also have spent much more than normal during episodes of depression. I would buy things that I had been wanting to purchase, but did not due to lack of funds. However, when I was depressed, I did this anyway. I thought this would make me happy. I also can spend allot when I am hypomanic. However, this has not happened for awhile.