Hi and welcome....((((((hugs))))))

You made it outside and made that call....I have to admire you. Takes me all my time to get out cos I'm scared too....I know this may sound a bit soon and it wont replace your beloved cat, but have you thought about another of even a dog to get you out and about? i dont mean to sound harsh because I have lost pets myself, they are all different and each will find a place in your heart....You sound like a strong person to me, having made these decisions and acted on them ie calling your help centre.....

Good luck and just think about maybe another pet, they sure help to heal and make you feel good.....

Best of luck, pm me anytime, Jinnyann xxxxxx