My ex girlfriend has been calling me for about 2 years. I finally picked up the phone and talked to her for about 20 minutes. I knew it was a mistake. She tried to keep me on the phone for as long as possible. I tried avoiding talking to her about my feelings.

She has bipolar disorder amongst a few other things. She has had many hospital stays.

She wants to be friends but may be using it as a cover for getting back together. I told her that I couldn't do it at the moment because I needed to process my thoughts about her and that I wasn't in a stable place She wanted to know why...and I told her: "because you hurt me." She also announced on facebook that I had cheated on her with her paranoia. I have never cheated on anyone in my life.

Our relationship was a roller coaster. I loved her, but she did a lot of harm to me. We started as long distance and she told me that she kissed 2 guys at bars the first month we had been dating. I let it go because I was friends with her for a while and that we were official long distance. She then hooked up with a guy at a pscyh ward which she told me that she did because she thought I cheated on her. This was near the end of our relationship and we ended things a month after.

She asked me if I was seeing anyone. I mentioned yes, but no girlfriends since we split up. She then went into detail about her seeing someone and mentioned another person I knew that she considered dating but didn't because he knew me. She said that on dates he kept asking her about me. Right after she started mentioning this, I told her that I needed to go and then ended the phone call.

I feel like I got hit by the same pain I went through 2 years ago by speaking with her. I still don't know if she realizes what she did to me.