Thank you all.
If you ask me about reaction to my attachment he simply said it happems to most of people.
He almost never change his face only sometimes when we talked about offtopic.
Im afraid to make him mad because I was missing him that much that I got panic attack and nurses called him. I was lying in bed in my very short dress and he sat far away from me. Nurse said dont make him mad. Im afraid he is already annoyed. He told me to take pills and sleep and nurses didnt let me go and said- you must do what your doc says or he will be mad.
I wanted to take drugs how bad I felt but I didnt.
Nurse said I should see him on monday.

The thing that hurts me is that he shows no emotions. Im afraid to annoy him. He didnt want to talk about my feelings but said I can see him everyday if I want to but we must talk about my health not about personal things.
I think he cares but he cares about all of his patients and I want to like him as a person not because he is afraid about me.