I'm just feeling very alone right now.
Nothing to say.
Just like there is no-one else on the planet right now.
Even with the tv on in the other room and the kids asleep up the hallway
Start back with my t in a week
Lots of anxiety about that
Might be related
Even though, thru PC, I KNOW I am not the only one in my position
It sure feels like it and it doesn't make it any better
I thought I might get some resolution before the new year...
But we are here and essentially I am no closer, just more confused
Even if i had wanted my mother's support I haven't got it
And really no-one else (other than my nurse, my t, and my unsupportive-not so nice boss) knows what is going on
Which I guess is why I feel so alone right now
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Interesting how reflection brings you full-circle but with a much clearer understanding of why I am feeling this way lol