Where do i start.. It feels like the last few months have taken forever. Somehow i'm still here though.

My motivation is zero at the moment. Completing basic tasks like washing, cleaning etc seem to take the energy of a thousand people.

Everything is affected at the moment.. my eating has basically gone, although somehow i'm still fat. work is just about hanging in there. I get home and all i can think of is how quickly i can get to sleep to avoid having to think about doing anything else..

I hate this. I hate what i've become.