this is a thought that has been weighing on my mind as of late. i hesitate to call myself a "survivor", because nothing my abusers ever did to me was enough to possibly kill me. somehow, i wish it was worse and i deserved worse.
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diagnosed with:
obsessive compulsive disorder
post-traumatic stress disorder
major depressive disorder
binge eating disorder
unknown dissociative disorder
not medicated, but i probably should be
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