The beds being full at the hospital is normal across the board. I was told this when I was in labor, when my 1 year old had pneumonia and during my last psych admission. I know they move people around (sometimes put two people in the same room) to accommodate new arrivals. They opened a bed for me at 10:30pm after I was told I would spend the night in the ER. So please don't take that personally.

I'm sorry you were sent home when you felt better there. If you do not feel safe, go back. Our health care system is strained so you need to fight for what you need. Its not fair, but you have to advocate for yourself.

You are important. Your issues matter. This is not a reflection of you.