I also forgot in our phone call he said that feeling "Safe" or "comfortable" with someone like me who has not much experience in what is ok and such, might not actually be what you are feeling, so basically hinting at more. I hate that I do not ever feel ok about telling someone something like this again because they all assume I want them. Right now I just wanna run away... I feel like I lost my biggest support in my life. Its different even though he claims nothing has changed. No boundaries are different etc, like yes they are actually but nice try