I hope you write and say more about this, about what you do want, about what kind of friendship you envisioned going on between you after therapy- kind of the topography of it and the specifics of how it might have played out. . It is hard for me to understand if you really have no feelings at all of attraction, romance anything to this person? So many times things are all mixed together, emotions are, feelings are, and those feelings too wax and wane often in many scenarios. I am not speaking for your T, or agreeing with him, but just saying that throughout all your posts, I also read between the lines that romance was brewing, even though listening to you here I was wrong.