Did he ever disclose feelings for you?
It’s not wrong to want touch from someone, your feelings are totally appropriate and normal here, please don’t punish yourself for your feelings and urges. It was very brave to share them with your t, too bad he couldn’t handle them.
Is it so wrong to want somebody to care about us and to express that longing to them.
It hurts to be rejected after allowing ourselves to be vulnerable but you followed your path of the heart and allowed yourself to feel those feelings.

I really hope you have some support outside of therapy? It’s so hard to rely on our therapists when they are the very ones that sometimes cause this pain.