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Originally Posted by Carnival Doll
this is a thought that has been weighing on my mind as of late. i hesitate to call myself a "survivor", because nothing my abusers ever did to me was enough to possibly kill me. somehow, i wish it was worse and i deserved worse.
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I feel this way too. I told my therapist this the other day. She was trying to tell me how strong I was for surviving. I said "I survived because they didn't choose to kill me." That seems obvious to me.