What is preventing you from seeing a tdoc? The last one said we weren't making progress and I felt to judged to tell her So no T's better then that T

I've thought a lot about my jealousy and talked a lot with my husband. I'm going to sign up for an online school that prepares me for the clep tests. It's $100 for the year and I can go as fast or as slow as I need too but each clep test cost $100 more. So most likely I won't take the clep test but the option is there. If I do clep I can get it down to only taking 5 classes at the college and maybe one day I'll feel strong enough to take classes but for now I have to prove to myself I can dedicate and stick to classes for a whole year without it pushing me over the edge.

I'm trying to go to bed at 11 pm every night. He's not as well at that but hopefully with everything starting up again soon he will be.