I think I am really starting to feel better. I thought it was just work making me depressed but maybe its the time of year. I am on celexa now for depression and my dr added some vistaril at night to be taken along with melatonin for sleep. I am starting to feel worried but more confident about work. I am not giving up yet! I have to keep this job. I really need the money and its only to days a week at 16 hours a week. I cant beat that for part time work. I am still considering ending it with my boyfriend though. He didnt do anything but thats just it...its morejust a year long friendship then relationship. I dont have romantic feelings for him anymore. We never see each other or go on dates. We just text mostly. Thats not a relationship to me. But at the same time, i dont want to lose him in my life. I do care about him. I would like to just stay friends. I gotta figure out what to do.