Crisis lines are useless. The guy, who has a masters in science, was trying to compare my situation to his divorce. Um, yeah, okay. Did your wife set your house on fire?? I think not. And gave me some cautionary tale about "suicidal gestures" and their dire consequences. Like I haven't thought any of that through. Then offered to send the cops to my house. No thanks, buddy, no thanks. At least I'm not crying anymore, just seething with anger.