Interesting. I'm for sure bringing this up because it felt rude to me. Like he knows I barely have support and I am not comfortable talking to people much in general so how he thinks I'd practice and feel safe about it elsewhere is beyond me

I think though, he handled it so badly that it will make me even more uncertain of talking to people and asking for things, sharing feelings etc. I feel so ashamed and worthless, even after the call. He said he could not "help" me with my feelings of rejection and that I should discuss that issue with my best friend. I
miss my T, because the man I spoke to on the phone is not him. I'm scared to meet a stranger at my next session.