My cat woke me up early the. I went back and slept till I1. I just woke up from a disturbing dream where I went crazy and lost it at work. It felt so detailed and real. I know the dream was not real but the emotions I am feeling in response are real and that feels odd. I don’t mean I feel sad bc it was a sad dream, I feel sad bc I was actually living it. Idk if that makes sense. Idk. Do we know it’s a dream when we are in it or is it real to dream me?
It just shook me up is All and I am taking a long time for it the memory of the dream to fade. I feel like I have had a lot more dreams lately that I remember upon waking and that is very unusual for me.
Anyway I’m goiny to leave the house today! Going to my friends to eat and watch a movie and hang out. I wasted Saturday doing nothing. Sigh. Well take care al.