I can relate to you. If you look up emotional neglect you may find some answers. I was like an empty pretty shell.didnt have a strong self. Came from a dysfunctional family that didn't do feelings.mother said I was a good baby cause I didn't cause her any trouble
People projected on me all the time. One teacher said he hoped I would find myself
I finally did. I'm 67. God bless yourrestoration.