Am I really a me? I can't seem to hold the positive you for more than a few days. This is humiliating. I feel like I should be able to overcome this, but again, I feel like I am not in control of this. I question whether I am really angry about being attached versus me just saying I feel that way because I think I should. I feel like I am losing my mind. I want so badly to find my way but I can't seem to see a path. I feel so alone. I don't make sense.