I dont have a printer, and it feels like something I don't want to print using a public one or someone else's.

Anyway, I am editing over and over, nothing sounds right. Not sure I'll send it. I feel I've ruined everything, the T i knew and trusted is gone.... I'm scared to see who I'll be meeting at the next session because I don't think he will be the same. No way you can, when I've spooked you by my grossness.