Thank you Ruby

You are a really nice and caring person…

I am scared a little but feel overall very empty and kind of numb…

Its just like I dont have a choice or any other options

Ill probably have to go stay with my half bro to have ride to work with him…
And he is the one that almost killed us several times.. So it's like I'll leave this chaotic environment to another triggering environment… but I have been around him and I guess it will be ok.. Stay busy working and focused on getting license and car to be able to leavr and stuff..

But its like I'm finally stepping out on my own and dunno if I will succeed.
I don't want to be dependent any more 😕