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Originally Posted by starrysky
Hey Eve!
Like you said, it sounds like she should not be the admin of a mental health forum!
I know you didn't ask for it, but I hope you don't mind my advice. I'd leave the forum. It sounds toxic and unhealthy to you, your mental health (its stressing you out), and could get in the way of your recovery. I hope you don't take this as a judgment though. I would think you'd have reasons for staying, too. 
That aside though, I empathize with the way you're feeling. I'd feel powerless and at the same time, I'd want to take her down. Lol. Which would really, in turn, lead to more powerlessness feelings for me.
Sorry you're experiencing anxiety over this.  |
Hi Starry! TY!
I've left the forum periodically because of the toxicity, yes. I keep coming back because I have good friends there, which makes it hard to leave entirely.
If the site owner weren't around, it would be just like this site -- meaning, it would be just fine.
UGH, but yes, it causes anxiety in me. SHE causes anxiety in me. I am fearful of her wrath.
I know I haven't done anything wrong, but I still totally freak out over it. I've experienced her wrath firsthand, and it's definitely not pretty! She was pure evil towards me!