the world is starting to feel surreal. I haven't even been here a full 24 hours and I am walking around like I don't know where I am or where the real world is. Is this a normal experience or is something more going on with me?

The headache just won't go away.

I feel bad bothering the nurses - I want to take care of my body, myself. It would be easier if they'd let me do the care.

(FYI PC crowd - I'm in the hospital due to infection in leg)