I was 24 when I was diagnosed with bipolar, I'm 42 years old now. I have been married twice, I've been with my current husband for 8 years. So it is possible to be bipolar and have a meaningful relationship. I met my husbands at work. Perhaps you can meet boys at school or participate in some afterschool activities. Maybe your brothers can arrange some introductions for you. I understand the need to interact and communicate with someone special. I hope you keep coming to this site so that you can at least express yourself here. Meeting that special someone doesn't happen overnight. Try and be patient.