My dear old friend is going to therapy with me tomorrow. I have never done anything like this. I want to discuss everything above and need her help and need to see where to go from here. Some may remember a precious kiddo fighting through cancer after a kidney transplant 4-5 years ago? This is kiddo's mom. Kiddo is now 20 and she almost died from sepsis right before Christmas and is now being considered for a liver transplant due to poly cystic Kidney disease also causing corolies (sp) disease in liver and this is why she keeps getting sepsis.

Anyway, I thought I would tell you all that I am taking a large leap of faith having my friend go with me but I have been stuck here too long. Thanks all.