thanks you three... (Divine, Christina and scaredandconfused). I really appreciate the support.

Who knows though? As scaredandconfused just said, people CAN change. Maybe he can.

He just wrote to me saying that he is really bumming out right now over this. That all he wants to do is hold me and dance with me right now. And that this sucks. I wrote back saying I felt the same way and agreed with him.