Ugh. Im glad I have a few good friends this weekend. It would have been worse without them. I think I personally have an issue with feeling like I am being left outor that nobody cares....so to see her moving on, eventually being with other people, having sex with them, hugging, etc. is really hard to fathom.

I know I made the right choice, and I know I dont want to go back....I guess I just wish it didnt sting so bad. Is it feasible to be friends again at some point? She was my best friend. How long do you wait?

I just wanted to add that Im pretty sure I love her, but I know it wouldnt work. This is probably one of the worst feelings though....ive felt like I was going to vomit since we broke up. Im just really trying my best to not call/see her. That would kill me more.

Should I confront the feelings or just try and forget her altogether?