Hey, I’m new here and I am just a freshman. I’ve had what I think is depression since I was 12 and began cutting at that age too. Ive had bad depression and anxiety since a few months ago and my self harm is even worse. I don’t know what to do. I don’t even know what to write on this post, but I need help and no one takes me seriously when I say I think I have depression. Every morning before school I cry for ten minutes and I don’t even know why. I can’t breathe because of my anxiety attacks, but my mom just says to take my inhaler better. My mom says that I’m too young for depression and then she goes on about how bad her day was and why I don’t have any rights to be sad. She asks me why, and I don’t have an answer for her. So she says I’m just an attention seeker. My sister is too young to understand, and I’m so scared that if I tell anyone that I self harm and cry after nearly every conversation, my mom will be mad at me because I’m weak and didn’t tell her. I don’t know. I don’t know. Help?
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