tara never showed up (she's learning!)

I also got my shower done yesterday which is something that can be ticked off the list.

today I am having some groceries arive (as yesterday I finished off what was in the house, my overeating is wayyyyy out of control!) and I'm not really sure how I feel yet.

it's really too early to say.. it's 7 40 A.M, and even though I've been up for hours, I don't know how I feel.

well I guess a little better than yesterday, as i've not had any hopeless thoughts.... yet..