Why do I get extra depressed the later it gets? I’m usually home alone all day everyday and I’m fine with that. Just my normal depression but I’m not lonely. Onc it hits like 3am I get extremely depressed about anything and everything. One tiny thing will set me off. I would be just fine and then bam. I wake up feeling better but then it starts again.

Also I’ve been talking to someone I met in high school lately and got a little close. But I’m just over the whole thing? I don’t want to be his friend anymore. I don’t know why I feel that way. I want more than anything to have 1 or 2 great friends but I do this? I just texted him that I don’t want to talk to him anymore and I don’t have any feelings about it. I’m not sad or feel guilty .. is that wrong?