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Originally Posted by ~Christina
I called today to get back in with my old Pdoc and T ( I moved out of state last April and moving back now. )
I can’t go back to the same office as they are at capacity for Medicare patients.
I will need to go to a new office ( same company) and see the NP. There is also only 1 T that takes Medicare.
I can’t even imagine starting with a new T , I saw the same Pdoc and T for 6 years, so I have no idea how to do T with anyone else, I don’t want to at all. The Np will probably want me off Xanax since so many providers are against them.
I think it’s likely I will just not go and dump my meds too.. I see no point for the whole mess.
You know dropping your meds will only make things worse. Wish there was a funny way to say that. U need a laugh right now. Talk to a friend and do something physical.
Sorry had to dump this somewhere.
I see no hope.
Thanks to that butch for killing herself in my home and having to clean up the actual mess and all her shyt... great just add that to my ptsd and hope eventually it will go away.
Fml
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----I know moving really makes everything harder. I still need to get a pdoc that fits since moving to Phoenix. Im in the process again. I find that it helps hugely to type out your psych history and meds history for the new person so you're not starting all over again. My family isn't supportive--it's all men w no history of depression in my family--"don't talk, just do or watch sports". You know the drill! My hair is falling out from the klonepin I had to take going off the disastrous Latuda which was giving me panic attacksLOL However, I found an incredible new friend here, the best bp group ever, and the best gym. All this took great snuggle.
EXERCISE away some of that anger, find a group. You will make some friends.