So I believe the meds are starting to finally really work. Even though my life right now is a complete cluster. I feel as if things are going to be ok in the long run. Before taking any meds I would have been a complete basket case and who knows what would have been happening right now or what decisions I would be making. Im just praying that they continue to work and I dont get pushed into an episode up or down. Thats the part the scares me is an episode being triggered from all the stress in my life right now.