I know it sounds like I am not hopeful. However, I am hopeful, in a strange way. If I am treatment resistant I just want to accept it and go on. I do feel kind of angry at the medical establishment because sometimes the "medication and therapy" route just doesn't work...and they have nothing left to offer.

I am now thinking that maybe my thyroid is out of whack. Since I switched to generic thyroid medication my tests keep showing I am on too high a dosage. Maybe the depression is more wrapped up with the thyroid than I think...and I should keep on top of my tests and dosage.