I am greatly troubled here.

I think you owe it to yourself to be entirely honest with your mentalhealth caregivers. How can they properly treat you if you aren't. By the very fact you see one indicates an interest in improving your state of mental health. To be less than honest defeats the purpose, doesn't it? Right

Similarly, you owe it to others - and not just those close to you. If you are sick enough that you are having dangerous thoughts, you should be under more intensive care.

I am pretty sure that no matter your region that your psychiatrist owes an obligation to society and its safety first. Not even a clergy person can use the argument of privilege with respect to information regarding public safety.