yes, my T did give me her email address and at the time it seemed like she thought emailing her would be a good idea. Then i started doing it in place of talking in session and she suggested i hold out on it, but sometimes i can't. Anyway, she only answers occasionally. Usually she is very busy and she just prints my email out to read it later, only to find out that i asked for her to answer, but by the time she actually read that part usually i'm about to see her soon/that day so she doesn't answer. But on my end i see days going by with no response. We've talked about how she's not so good with answering emails and i have to accept that.

i don't mind her eating infront of me at all. I actually feel good when she eats because i know she has suffered from an E.D like me, and seeing her eat is a little reassuring that she IS recovered. Because she is still thin. Not emaciated, but thin. But yea i agree if she got up without saying anything and got herself dinner while i was talking i wouldn't be too happy either.