Hey. I think the curling up into a little ball is a way of disappearing or protecting myself more than anything. Screaming isn't very inconspicuous, huh. But I guess it is public. People are less likely to hurt if there are other people around they better regulate what they do. Maybe it was just a way of saying 'she is hurting me'. When the words aren't enough to make her stop... I don't think I did hurt her... But I sure gave her a hell of a fright. Never got a 'little talking to' again. Maybe... That is the point.

I guess I am integrating them a little... But then... The memory has been embodied for a while now. Don't know. Thanks.