capt, it's good to see you. Been worried some. Maybe if your T things IP would be good for you, maybe it would? I don't know what it is like there, in your country. Still, I've seen you say you love as above, but also that you trust your T. Maybe worth giving it a shot. I know here at some IP locations if you are voluntarily admitted, you can check yourself out as long as you pass the no harm to others or to self criteria; even then to get it converted to an involuntary hold, the hospital has to go through lots of hoops. Take care of you.