You may want to get divorced. Will he be mad if you file? is he abusive as in hitting you? I have parents who seem like nice people but they are always watching for anything I do that is wrong! I was raised to believe that everything is bad and wrong and I can do nothing right.! And guess what? I CANT do anything right and I am in my 40's now. My self esteem is ZERO! and I have all kinds of issues. No money, and I hate everything!
I would suggest going to school, getting a better job so you have some money if you don't now. He will just destroy you