skyrocket, I am not a doctor, but I think many would consider you to be underweight. I have struggled with eating disorders since I was a kid. I understand being obsessed with the numbers, calories and such. I hope that this post is a first step in your healing process...I hope you have decided you need to take action before this gets too much more out of hand. I usually try not to give advice but, therapist or not, I think you really need to see a professional to talk about this.