Well, I broke down and texted him last night to tell him how bummed out I am. We had gone the whole day without texting, and I was having withdrawals.

I went out with my friends for music last night and they were all supportive. That helped. They also were bummed out about it because they saw how happy we were and liked him. I am so glad that this music scene is mine and mine alone. Now he can longer come to where I see music. Thank God I didn't date someone from within my social circle. That would be far worse.

I am going out tonight with my friends, too. Hopefully I can keep busy this weekend.