I wish my therapist would explain to me why I have psychosis outside of mood episodes. She just said, "You have psychosis for sure, but I don't see you as having psychotic disorder." Yeah, well... that's all fine and dandy, but what IS it, then? Why aren't you commenting? You have a PsyD and you're allowed to diagnose.

We'll have to discuss this in more detail during our appointment today. I am NOT leaving without an answer, and she needs to help me when I do have a psychosis "flare up". Telling me that the only thing that helps is medication, isn't useful. How about grounding skills????

Otherwise, doing ok. Feel like a huge f_ckup for messing up badly at work... but yesterday, I had a huge comeback because I got a good portion of my messed up work corrected... so yay?