Hi PianogirlPlays, I'm the same type of high sensitive person, everything and everyone is touching me.
So sorry for all you're passing through and I can relate so much to your inside pain, 'coz I'm feeling the same, even when I'm denying the reality and I'm trying to close my eyes and tell myself : don't worry, you'll be fine soon ..
More than the same, the music is the best therapy for the soul, healing and soothing, gives me strength in the mornings to hope for the day, gives me power to smile even when I'm crying inside .. Welcome to the club sis

but take heart, you're not alone and not the only one