Well I'm out of IP now, I got out on the 8th. My mood is better, more stable. But my car broke down so I can't get to my appointments that I need to attend && since I live alone in a different state than most of my family I have no way to get there. But I've gotten in contact with my therapist and we are trying to work something out. So I'm hopeful about being able to get something set up. I was put on Risperdal and Seroquel (as needed for insomnia). I've taken Risperdal before so I know what to expect with that one, mainly just grogginess for the next few weeks while I adjust to it. I do feel kind of "out of it" but I know that will pass eventually. I plan on moving back in with my mom in a few months, so I'll be back in Texas with more of a stable support system. I wish I could move now but I have a lawyer working on my disability and I don't want to mess that up, so I have to wait. I was told I have chronic PTSD which I have little info about, so I'll be doing some research on it and talking with my therapist about that.