Cheers and thank you for noticing! His story and music speaks to me in ways nothing else does. I have similar experiences with (almost) too much psychedelic use. His pushed him too far past the edge, way past the point of no return. He'd seen too much too soon. I had a period from 2010 to 2012 where I heavily used (and I would now say abused) psychedelics and MDMA/MDA. Now that I know I've been suffering BPII since at least 2005 and probably prior to that, I know for a fact I seriously exacerbated my depression and anxiety by all the stress I put on my brain and it's pathways.

Luckily I had a HUGE panic attack that put some things in perspective and I stopped using those things. But now I get to deal with the reprecussions.. at least I'm not going to shave my head and live in basement for the rest of my life.