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Originally Posted by Argonautomobile
I spilled my soda once in T's office and just HATED myself for it. Really. I started to cry because I'd never hated myself so much.
I think it's related to feeling that it's somehow unacceptable to 'make a mess' - which is a terrible feeling to have in a T's office, where we just get our messy feelings everywhere.
I'm sorry the thing broke, and that your T teased you. It's okay - it's even okay to make a mess. These things happen.
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I know for me it goes beyond "make a mess". I won't even touch things in my T's office for fear of breaking or somehow damaging it/them. I will look at things, not just at T's even at a store, longingly and not touch it for fear that I will break it. It's not an all the time thing (well at T's it is) but elsewhere, sometimes it is strong and other times no big deal.