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Originally Posted by Elio
I know for me it goes beyond "make a mess". I won't even touch things in my T's office for fear of breaking or somehow damaging it/them. I will look at things, not just at T's even at a store, longingly and not touch it for fear that I will break it. It's not an all the time thing (well at T's it is) but elsewhere, sometimes it is strong and other times no big deal.
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I feel the same way. I was afraid to use my t's drum on more than one occasion when she offered so I could calm myself down by drumming. I finally did the last time she offered and realized I wasn't going to hurt it. I guess I was afraid I would somehow sully it I dunno.