I tend to get more depressed as the day goes on, like I wake up in the morning with a few goals to achieve by the end of the day and if I don't get to them I feel terrible. But normally as the day progresses I'm more and more depressed, even with the meds I take. As for not feeling bad, yeah that's happened to me a few times and while I'm sure I hurt the person's feelings I didn't feel anything when I did. I usually felt bad a few weeks-months later when the thoughts popped back up that I could've possibly hurt somebody's feelings. I don't ever intentionally mean to hurt anybody but sometimes I just feel numb. Hope that helps!