MC tonight - fairly light night. I updated him on my medical adventure. We talked about what started me on my physical transformation. He asked if we wanted to return to the topic of the hurts from this past summer. I said that I didn't think it would be a good night for it. Wife then brought up a discussion that we'd had in the early mornings about worry. She'd had a rough couple of nights worrying about things with me in the hospital. One of the things I bring to the relationship is ownership of worry for her, me, and the guy down the street. I worry and solutions engineer the situation. She doesn't deal well with worry, so for our relationship, she's been able to just hand that over to me (or I've taken it from her). It worked for us pretty well until the life altering event that lead me to therapy. So, it worked until it didn't. Somewhere in there we talked a little bit about our childhood family dynamics some. We talked about how the summer hurts are going to be one of these things where we touch on it and then take a break and then return to it. That it is not going to be a rip the band aide off kind of deal. Wife would like it to be like that for several reasons, I think she understands why it can't be that way. We booked out Feb sessions.