Im feeling better today. I think the Latuda is finally really working as I dont feel as depressed and hopeless. There was a time I was very afraid for myself for how down I was feeling. So I seem to be coming out of my depressive episode.
I was still feeling pretty lonely and crappy last night but that could be for the fact that Im getting a divorce. I wish my soon to be ex wife could see how much my Bipolar condition affected my actions and thoughts all of these years and give me a chance to show her something else. But thats not the case.
Today seems to be a good day though and my anxiety is low right now so I think thats good as well.